Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Finally a post

Finally I got down to type in this entry…because I’ve been really busy the past week(s), right up till yesterday. Busy doing things like watching the whole season of Prison Break in the 1 week mid-sem break, completing 3 essays (I don’t know how I did it but I did it), E-shopping around the globe like 10X over. Heeh, but because I’ve always been a careful & Ngiao shopper, I only managed to buy a couple of items which did not quite burn my pocket.

My CNY!

What I really like about Chinese New Year is that the festivities, the looking good and the eating a lot of food, and the holiday, set my parents in a very good mood. My brother gets scolded less for not doing his homework, my mom gets me to put makeup for her, and I could feel that my dad’s really happy that because of the break, I would be staying at home for a longer period of time. After all I’m his lil’ princess ain’t I :) ( Luckily, he doesn’t read my blog…) Being business people, there’s always this very positive element of hope that the new year will be better than the next, which I think makes CNY so enjoyable for us. They aren’t the very staunch Chinese New Year bai nian type, so this year like every year, we didn’t have a specific agenda on who to call on, and we just went to wherever the wind blew us. Hah! This year, we only woke up at around 12pm, and we dilly-dallied till about 3 plus, 4 pm before we headed out to our first destination.

We even had time for some narcissism. I think My brother got excluded partly because he’s too short to squeeze into the picture, unlike my dad, and partly because he was so engrossed in playing with his digimon…


As for my CNY look, I had planned on going for the Princessy look, i.e. wide eyed, long lashes, wavy hair, soft chiffon/cotton empire cut dress with whimsical details like ribbons and frills and lace.

And of course which princess is completed without her favourite lil’ dog with her. See the lil’ whit fur there, that’s Xiaobai being shy. Because he didn’t wash his face for CNY, so he hid part of his face from the camera.


I know the retro look is very in now, but I’ve never really had a thing for baggy clothes and tights. Even though I could carry off the look nicely, because I’ve done a few fashion shows with me in retro garbs, I just wouldn’t think of spending $20 plus on a waistless dress, and another $20 + on a belt for the waistless dress. Like I’ve said, even though I shop around a lot, I’m a careful spender, and not a keen follower of fashion trends. Like real, you might think, but it’s true.

And I created 2 pieces of jewelry for the occasion. The earring was supposedly for my mom, and the necklace, for myself.



Oriental Beauty
The whole piece is set in a light gold base, with ruby crytals, and pearls. I just love pearls. Usually I’d add in some to the jewelries that I make. I always think that the soft luminance on pearls brings a romantic, feminine touch to any piece. It’s for my mother, so it cant look too kiddish. (Take note that I didn’t show my face when I wrote the Oriental charm, oriental beauty thing…haha)


Fly me to Neverland
This is a long long necklace, that I made to complete the CNY princess look. The whole piece had a green-copper base (I’m not sure if it’s copper or brass or whatever, but I just used copper because it doesn’t look gold or silver or, aluminum, and copper is the only other metal that I think I know. Basically the metal has a slight greenish tinge glow to it, and I designed for it to have an antiquated look. Emerald, peridot crystals with 3 faux pearls and a clay flower are fixed to one tail of the butterfly. Butterfly tilts at an angle to look like it’s flying off, flying all princesses with it to their Neverland.


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My Valentine’s Day 2007 (Even though it had passed eons ago)
There were no roses, no diamonds(fine, V-days are too trivial for diamonds), no fancy candle-lit dinner, and we wrapped up the day by watching Ghost Rider…haha. But it was lovely nevertheless, it was just so…us.

No rose because I didn’t want them. I am all for good old fashion romance, and I do like an occasional flower, but I don’t exactly fancy overpriced roses that are wrapped in a chapalang of things, so that the end product becomes bigger than my face. Plus, I did not have school today, so the appeal of getting flowers goes down when I cannot haolian. I can’t possibly walk around alone in PGP carrying that tua leng gong when zy’s away at BTC right?

No candlelit dinner because I was too hungry to wait for restaurant food. My zy had actually darlingly booked us seats at The Mussel Guys at vivo city. We got there, the whole place was so packed with hungry people without food in front of them, so we were given the balcony seat, which had a nice scenery overlooking the sea. But there was no breeze, and everyone was packed so closely, that we could almost hear what the couples at the next table were whispering about. The waitress took about 25 min to come and take our order, and when we asked for the menu, we were told that they only had the Valentine’s Day Set.

Just 1 fucking set of chicken/steak, and soup and dessert for everybody need to take so long one meh??
Anyway, we waited for another 15 min or so for the soup/entrees to come, and when it didn’t I kept pestering ZY to cancel our reservations so that we could go to Carls’ Junior. Besides, judging from the serving size at the restaurant, I think we need to order 2 sets each to soothe our hungry stomachs. So off to Carl's Junior we went...



Enormous Burgers, Big Fries, Lotsa Coke!!! And it costs about ¼ of that at the restaurant. But we kinda gobble down our dinner because I wouldn't want my date to be disappointed if we had missed 5 minutes of the movie that he was so excited to watch. And he was just this close to bringing the ghost rider toy at home out for the date. Psst...the other time when we went to watch the superman movie, he wore the superman t-shirt under his blazer, and I had to hold on to his thighs throughout the movie so that he wouldn't burst out of his jacket like superman and start soaring upwards in moments of euphoria.

But really, V day this year was not anyhow as it sounded. FOr one, we actually decide to have a real date, even though we’ve been together for some time already. Which mean no neh neh-ing at each other and no talking endlessly about selling toys and sorts.
That morning, I woke up to handpicked Sins chocolate on the table with a really sweet card written in blue ink for me.

He was so sweet to sneak a gift onto my table, so that when I woke up, I would hug xiaobai and be happy and feel like a 幸福 princess for the rest of the day until he comes and pick me up. Haha.
And I enjoyed the whole ritual of doing make up priming my eyelashes to perfection, curling my hair in hot thongs, and carefully choosing a dress, knowing that it’s all for him.


And he also got us a cake to celebrate our 2nd V-day together. Yumm…he knows me best*


It’s the 1st time I am celebrating a 2nd V-day with somebody. It just goes to show how important he is to me! On the 2nd V-day, it’s a different kind of joy altogether, it’s not the kind whereby your heart flutters when he bashfully tries to give u flowers telling you how pretty you are (well I still do anyway), but the kind when u know that you have found someone who has been there for you unconditionally, and who will be there for u, and who is simply….perfect for me.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Been a tad too busy the past week. The rate in which all the days that required celebrating hit me, left me with no time to blog, or even to load the pictures from my camera onto my blog. PLus I created a couple more jwellery pieces that are sooo pretty for V day and Chinese New Year that I had to display, So stay tuned!

Meanwhile I gotta try to finish the 2843902 things I have to do

Monday, February 12, 2007

I received a Prada as a gift.

For our month-sary today, zhiyou got me the DVD The Devil Wears Prada. I've been dying to watch it since it aired on the big screens last year, but somehow never got the chance to watch. I was, of course, delighted.

I mean well, it is a Prada-something what. PRADA k...SOme more it's the real one. No the pirated version. And a girl doesn't get a Prada everyday right. Hurhurhur...

Budden I've got a test tmr, so I can't watch it right now. Dammit!

On another issue, why issit that all the bustiers, more commonly known as corsets, that are sold in Singapore are so frigging Expensive. And FUGLY. Who on earth would buy a fugly yet expensive bustier to show off. They are either in the ah ma beige colour or they are so short that they ride up so high that it becomes vulgar. The ones from WAREHOUSE (The expensive shop that is always beside topshop) are so expensive and fragile looking that you wouldn't wear them to do anything. ANYTHING at all. In case a sequin or something falls out.

Gee...I'm forced to out-source online. More online shoppings ahead...

Sunday, February 11, 2007

I can't remember in my previous posts whether I mentioned that I had the prettiest groupmates for a science module this sem. No doubt, they're all from Arts, except for the guy in my project, but I prefer to talk about pretty girls. Let's just say checking out guys is not my forte. *LAUGHS

I love to look at pretty girls, it seems like if I am surrounded by pretty girls more often, I'd be able to absorb all their prettiness and radiate it myself someday. But that's besides the point. We went to zoo a couple of days back. I had pontang one lesson to go zoo for the project k. Anyway some pictures for the blog.


"Sian...which animal to look at?"


Kawaii~


Brave me...only because these are fake.


Preparing...preparing...


and *jump for the camera!! I was wearing heels FYI...


Alamak, we jumped before the timer go off.


again silly me got too excited and jumped way before the timer went off. URGHH!!!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

I received my new clothes that I recently ordered off auction today. Lucky they fit me perfectly, and they are sooo princessy. The one for Laura hasn't arrived yet though. Urghh.


Thursday, February 08, 2007

KAYPOHs

I find it very strange that some people who finds me 'weird' and 'sick' constantly reads my blog, and reads it frequently enough to follow up and constantly evaluate my mental state from 9th Jan up till now.

I mean seriously, if you think I'm sick, and you find what I write about is discriminating, you can always not read it. Nobody forces u to read it. First, u read my blog out of curiousity. I didn't force it on u. In fact I don't even know who are u, because people who come by here and leave comments register themselves as anonymous. Talk about sickening...isn't sneaking up onto people worse?
If you wanna say that I have a perverted knack for making a mountain out of a molehill, what about u? You come to my blog, and leave so many comments implying that I'm psychotic. Well, for your info, I'm not the one trespassing in anyone's life. In fact, if you haven't notice, I have been avoiding the person in question. And about leaving comments, I'm not leaving trails of it everywhere, but just in my own blogosphere. You on the other hand, is trespassing in my sphere, and making a big fuss about my ranting. So well, who's the really weird person.

If you think that I'm sullying someone's name, please bear in mind that I haven't spelt out the name of the harrasser. You, on the other hand, came into my blog and directly imply that I'm creating problems for you because you don't like what I write. "You" came in and point your fingers at "me". While I was staying at "home" talking about a person without a name, except for the name huhuhu which I have named him. If you are talking about the "Johnson Tan", do bear in mind I regard the name "Johnson Tan" as someone's fake ID. I'm saying that JOhnson Tan is a mask someone is hiding behind. PLUS I don't even say which module it is. The entry could be purely fictitious for all you know. So techinically speaking, I am not singling out any distinct person to discriminate. If the person I am talking about sounds like you, yet I could very well not be talking about u right? (But then if you are really like the person I was ranting about, then that's just really sad for u la)

And Puh leas(..!!), nobody is asking you to read my blog. You typed in the 'weecloud.blogspot.com' thing yourself. If you find it discriminating, or extremely disturbing, or against your religion or god or whatever, please feel free to leave. It's my space, and I am allowed to rant all I want here. It's MYNeverland. Not yours. And I'm not intending to let you head the censorship board that would be in charge of my blog any time soon.

Oh and one more thing, like I said, it's my Neverland, so I can be as narcissistic as I want; so if you hate me for whatever stupid reasons you have up in your head, well then that is just too bad. *BLEAH* If you wanna read my blog, put up with it.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Events today culminated into thoughts that can be quite nicely summed up by this song. This is a really beautiful song, orignally sung in Japanese, by Yuna Ito.
You'll see, There is beauty even in sorrow.

The Chinese version of the song 想念你的歌 is sung by Saya (A-mei's sis)

是否曾经后悔过
那时候负气说走,就走
是否偶尔想过我
所以埋怨我没打听你的下落
逞强常让我无法负荷
躲起来边哭边说 I MISS YOU~
还是不得把你封锁。

星光闪烁, 如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟, 停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用悲伤的脉搏写成
想念你的歌。

该怎么才能让你懂呢
谁对谁错已经模糊了,忘记了
我们都处理得有点笨拙
毕竟从来没有
像这一次如此爱过
想念常让我无法负荷
常常只有一个念头 I MISS YOU~
我的爱情从来没有死掉过。

星光闪烁, 如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟, 停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用悲伤的脉搏写成
想念你的歌。

用悲伤的脉搏写成
想念你的歌。

Monday, February 05, 2007

I got this quiz thing off a friend's blog. Haha...the results are quite funny.

You Are a Flawless Beauty!
When it comes to beauty, you spare no expense - and it showsYou're the kind of woman a man would launch a thousand ships forIt's hard for anyone to beat you in the beauty departmentBut remember, it's okay to show a flaw or too - you've got plenty to spare


If I were that sorta flawless beauty, I wouldn't be considering Cosmetic Surgery a while back. Okie but so far nothing is done. If I had my nose done, I'd paste my new pictures all over my blog and get all my photographer friends to take new pictures for me posing in every possible thinkable angle.

You are a Brainy Girl!
Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!


OMG!!! Check this out...I'm brainy!!! Haha...Laura's so going to faint when she sees this.


Guys Like That You're Charming
You're the girl most guys can't get out of their headsEven if they met you on a bad hair day :-)You just seem to "click" with everyone you meetSo even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't!



You Are Cheesecake
Rich, sweet, and simply perfect.You're not boring - you're just the best!



You Are a Lace Bra!
Dreamy, romantic, and ultra-feminineYou're a womanly woman who makes guys feel like menYour perfect guy is strong, determined, and handsomeWith a softer side that only you can draw out


If I were a bra...hurhurhur

Your Perfume is Blue
Like Blue, you change and adapt frequently.
One moment you're sexy and captivating...
The next? Fun, warm, and inviting.
You're hard to predict - but that's the essence of your charm.
Power scents: Jasmine, orange flower, and lotus flower.


Oh and I didn't even bother taking the test about whether I am obsessed with my looks. Haha...Gee I'm a vain pot lei...and I dont need a test to tell me that.
I dont like to plaster stories about the nerd/huhuhu all over my blog, but I've been greatly disturbed to think that such a psychopath lives in our midst.
Today, my friends confirmed my hypothesis. That a guy, a yr 3 psychology major from NUS, by the self-given name of Johnson Tan, with the MSN nick of johnson_tan_2005@yahoo.com.sg is indeed huhuhu. He tried to pose as another person because the group of girls wouldn't talk to him on MSN, no matter how many 100000 times he nudge us. PLus, he would sneakily use some other number to call us. I mean what's the point of doing all that if he wasn't a crazy psychopath. Good news is I might be graduating soon. Bad news is, he's going to be an MOE teacher. SO beware for the sake of your kid.

First, this Johnson Tan person added me after multiple requests to chat from this HUHUHU is rejected by me. Somehow my women's instinct told me that something was not so right, so I did something which I don't usually do. I msged this johnson tan and ask him who is he, and if I knew him. He said yea, he's Johnson from NUS! *SMiley. He said he's a psych major.
Then I asked him how do I know him, because I dont remember knowing any Johnsons, and Whether I took a module with him before.
He said Yea, in sem 1.
I thought it was strange because if I knew him in Semester1 YeaR1, then y the hell did he just suddenly add me after 3 years of knowing me (whom I really have no recollection of knowing). A bit fishy right...But if he meant sem1 last year, then he's obviously lying because the only non-history majors I did projects with (hence had enough reason to need an MSN address) were E-lang majors, and they were all girls. So I pretended to entertain this Johnson Tan a little with monosyllabic answers. (with Nerd right, I'd usually just totally ignore him. ) And I KIV my suspicion and I decided to ask my friends if a similar thing happened to them. Meanwhile huhuhu continued to one sidedly MSN me.
Hello, are u there?
*nudge X5
Is there a problem with your MSN
I have something important to ask u.
Then there was a phone call from an unknown number that I missed because my phone was set to vibration mode. I mean in the middle of the night k, when bian tais are at their most bian tai. And the style of terrorizing is something that I have grown so accustomed to since last semester.

Note* U know that u can have more than 1 account running at the same time on MSN with the help of some programs right?

ANyhoos, today during class, the group of my pretty friends who were all equally hounded by this thick skinned CMI huhuhu, all told me that a mysterious JOhnson Tan added them on MSN as well. Hah~ This fucker hor, want to act handsome and cheehong girls also got no strategy one. Pretend to give himself a fake like hell name and think we all wont find out. In the first place we all hate him like hell, and the group of us don't actually have a common friend from Psychology who happen to knew us all either in Sem1 yr 1 or the previous sem. In fact the only common entity (not friend k) we all knew from outside that circle was him.

I'm just so perplexed that someone as despo and as sick can, or dare to, pull such a stunt within such a small community of us. I was just so so so disgusted that I...I donno what I'm going to do about it. I just so wish that he'll ESAD.
Recently, the nerd is terrorizing us again. Actually he terrorizes us everyweek. ANyway it's the same nerd that my bf was kao bei-ing about a few entries back, or whom me n my classmates refer to as 'huhuhu'. Well It's not a bad name already k...huhuhu sounds a bit weird, but it's kind of a neutral name. I've heard people calling him pervert before, yea so I guess I'm being kind here. I mean seriously, he should somehow get it that people dislike him if during class, nobody sits near him, even though he has the best sits around him (in terms of view, centrality etc). It's like our classroom is already so small, and yet, whichever row he sits at, you'd see an empty row. Because almost everybody is afraid of him. Once he somehow gets hold of your number, he'd make midnight phonecalls to u, MSN nudge u 10X even if you don't reply, or repeatedly ask u out for lunch/follow you to lunch even though you tell him you don't ever eat lunch, or basically SMS u for every single fucking thing that he can sms u about. Even if he meant no harm, well, he should just get some EQ, or some life. I wanted to bitch more, but I guess pouring out everything would be disclosing his identity, and that would be like really mean right?

I mean seriously, I have nothing against nerds. My bf's a nerd (a self-professed one). But a devilishly handsome nerd (okie this one I say one). But I just think he's a bloody big loser, and yea I just wish he will stop his calling now(as in NOW! because he just called n MSN nudged me 5 times), even though I've stopped picking up calls from him since last sem, or basically ignored him on MSN since dunno when. Not just me per se, but all the girls in class whom he's terrorized. I just wonder how come he don't make friends with guys. He should just go and terrorize them and ask them out for lunch and call them in the middle of the night to say I wanna get to know u better and all that shit. And maybe then someone will go and wake up his idea. Bloody *%%#@!!

PLUS I'm in the I hate my fringe phase, so I'm never in the best of mood. And I'm currently off my hormone pills (No, I'm not a transvestite). for a while, so I'm on an emotional roller coaster. And I'm especially allergic to irritants like huhuhu. Yea, so don't irritate me anyhow in school.
Okie anger/irritation sufficiently vented. Time to zzz. Ciao~
Presenting my latest creation...My secret garden.


I know the name's a bit cheesy. But well, it does look like a garden mah. Got rose. Actually I named it as such bcos it kinda reminded me of a rose garden ZY & I went to in Chiangmai.

Actually this pair of earrings were meant for ZY's mom, and was done with her in mind. Oh and it's clip on also because she doesn't have ear piercings. So it's not unhygienic k even after I 'modelled' it. Anyway the main reason y I wanted to model it was because my eyelashes were mascarad to perfection today. Heeh...yay!! I'm not called ZY's vainpot for nothing k..